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Jeanette

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Nothing Without You (Poem)

Reach the limits /Of my fucking head / Its the only thing / Fucking up/ Cuz I can’t do shit/ Its in block mode/ like a telephone/ can’t think straight/ am i dreaming/ am i insane/ i want to fucking scream/ so i do it in my dreams/ waking up exhausted/ with my brains going out, busted/ don’t ask me if i love you/ you know damn well i don’t/ stop playing stupid when you know it/ i’m also nothing without you/ fuck my life and fuck yours too/ fuck your pretentious attitude/ fuck everything you loved and fuck everything you stand for/ fuck it/ you know I’m nothing without you/ i put the limits in my life/ i reach the place i learned to hide/ i seek shelter in my burning pain/ my heart shatters when i hear your name/ and i can’t seem to run away from this/ Run away from my emotions/ run away from your memory/ its crazy how long we’ve done this/ status of my sympathy: not available for purchase now/ though you push me to my limits/ you test me to the max/ don’t ask me if i love you/ you know damn well i don’t/ stop playing stupid when you hear it/ i’m also nothing without you/ fuck my life and fuck yours too/ fuck your pretentious attitude/ fuck everything you loved and everything you stand for/ fuck it/ you know i’m nothing without you/ So here we go again

Picking up the pieces, right after the fall

See you sitting there

Your back’s against the wall

I wish you’re dying babe

Cuz inside you already are

I wish you forgive yourself babe

When i’m already gone

I said reach the borderline/ can’t exceed/ the speed limits blocking/ my inner tragedy/ from going like a bomb/ of explosive emotions/ the ones that make my head go/ into suicidal notion/ I’m my own worst enemy/ I am what you mean to me/ I am what you say I am/ until i learn to love myself again/ For now you manipulate me/ you torture my soul/ you sink my ego/ And carve out my bones/ Always coming back for more/don’t ask me if i love you/ you know damn well i don’t/ stop playing stupid when you hear it/ fuck it/ i’m nothing without you/ fuck my life and fuck yours too/ fuck your pretentious attitude/ fuck everything you loved and everything you stand for/ fuck it/ you know i’m nothing without you/ So here we go again

picking up the pieces, right after the fall

See you sitting there

Your backs against the wall

I wish you’re dying babe

cuz inside you already are

I wish you forgive yourself babe

When I’m already gone

I am nothing without you and I am everything when you’re gone/ I am human when you’re gone/ I can breathe when you’re gone/ I love my fucking life/ I hate your fucking guts/ I hope karma makes you miserable alone when I’m gone/ and stay alone when I’m gone/ when i’m gone/ when I’m gone/ I’m gone…..

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Don’t Wake Me Up

Don’t want to be a creep

A loser in disguise

Of some type of normalcy

Because of what I try to hide

Don’t run away from me

Or that inner liberty

If I may come by tonight

Just let me know, let me know…if

You will be mine

Don’t run away from me

Don’t tell me you’ll be gone

Before the sunrise

Before the fall

Give me the opportunity

To show you whats inside

Even if its like a dream

If its a dream

Don’t wake me up

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Simple Words

If simple words

Can explain

A bigger thought

A deeper meaning

Silly words

Don’t mean a thing

To express when you

Feel sad

Or am I lonely

Or overwhelmed

feeling anger

That makes me ill

My hand is shaking

While my fist is clenched

Overwhelming

This hate to fail

So here we are now

These simple words

That mean the world

Hang it with a nail

To make meaning

Of something

Simple words

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With the Lights On

 Walking in the dark
Afraid to miss a step
Getting to my bed
Starting to feel safe
Then I hear a voice
Saying its ok
To be a little scared
Of the dark, of the dark
So babe I’m sorry
I sleep with the lights on
When I dream of ghost
Or see them clearly 
Feel my bones
Yes I’m shivering
All night long
And when the sun rise
Let me go
Can’t fall asleep
Can’t sleep alone 
Can’t stop shaking
Feel my bones
Feel my bones
I’m shivering 
So babe I’m sorry
I sleep with the lights on
When I dream of ghost 
Sleep with the lights on
When I’m not home
Sleep with the lights on
The lights on
The lights on
Feel my bones
 
 

 
 
 

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Crossing Borders

Where is the place where we belong

In battle fields or climbing rocks

In the dessert crossing fields

Or in the darkness of your shadow

If you need us we are here for you

But we are’t here to party endlessly

Don’t mistaken me for someone you think

Can tear me down without a scene

Im passing by to see the future

Where my family can safely live

In this land of opportunity

In this land that sets us free

I love this place it is my home!

Don’t send me to a land I’ve never lived before

I carry this country in pain and glory

Bleeding when the people bleed

Don’t part me from this nation

Don’t take away my liberty

I am here to stay for you

When you need me I am here for you

Don’t speak like I’m a stranger

When we both know that you need me

More than I need you

To seek the fields of green

I’m crossing borders in a nation

That was mine before you came

When America is her name

You and I fit in the same