Poems · Uncategorized

Not The First Time

Overthinking, not the first time

Feeling perfect, not the first time

He said he’s sorry, for the millionth time

He said he’s changed, again

 

Been down this road before

Not going back to him

He wants me back when he’s alone

He probably forgot that I already know

How his story goes

 

I know the way he smiles at me

Means he’s good at faking it

Faking like he fell for me

But I’m over his hot and cold identity

 

So this is how my story goes

A hopeless romantic thats for sure

Ive said it a million times before

Not broken hearted, broken ego

 

I know you unblocked them

The girls you hurt me for

Its not the first time

You’re the same selfish prick

Who didn’t give a damn

Its not the first time

You walk into my life

Not the first time

Not the last time

You win

If I let you get to me

 

Promised not to reply, not the first time

Said my last goodbye, not the first time

Don’t accept the invite, not the first time

He said he changed, again

 

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